Dreams

I’m the happiest when I dream

I dream of worlds that don’t exist

realities that never happened

fixing mistakes that are unfixable

good times that have long passed

Then I wake up

I am happy for a moment

then I remember this is real

My heart races

I roll over

take my meds

try to quiet the voices in my head

it never works

I dose until they shut up

then I sit in the prison I created

my head hurts

my heart slows down

I live to see another day

hip hip hooray

I go back to bed

roll over

and go back to the world in my head

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