To make it short: I started dating this guy a yeah and a half ago, and we were basically a junkie couple. In December (last year) I decided to get clean and went to a clinic in another country, and than decided to live with my mom until now. In January I have told him that I don’t want to be around benzos and speed anymore, and do not want to back to my old habits, and will only be okay with psychedelics and weed. He initially agreed.
3 days ago he told me he got a bunch of speed and benzos, and can’t wait for me to come to have fun, to which I said that in that case I do not wish to be together anymore. He made it seam that I was being selfish because ‘not everyone can afford going to a clinic to get clean’, and he can’t quit.
I told him that I was clear 5 months ago, and I will not risk relapsing.
Am I being a complete dick here?
tl;dr: I broke up with my boyfriend because he keeps on using drugs and I do not want to relapse.